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         <title>Things are getting serious here!</title>
         <description><![CDATA[In January 2010 I began studies for a Doctor of Ministry degree from San Francisco Theological Seminary where I earned my Master of Divinity degree and where I currently work. Over the past year and a half I have worked hard to complete the base courses necessary leading up to my dissertation work. That work has now all been completed. All that is left is the dissertation. 

Before I can get started in earnest on that I have to gain approval from the faculty oversight committee. For the past four weeks I have been working to craft my topic proposal. Today I submitted it for approval. Eek! You can read my thoughts <a href="http://www.leslieveen.com/sermons/practicing_perichoresis_the_necessity_of_communal_spiritual_practices_for_a_life_of_faith.html">here</a>.]]></description>
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         <title>Struggling with big questions</title>
         <description><![CDATA[For the past two weeks I've been in a class that was titled "God and Human Suffering." It addressed the theodicy question inherent in the Christian tradition. That question rests on three assertions that are in tension with one another:

1. God is all-powerful.
2. God is all-good.
3. Evil is real.

For my final paper for the class I chose the option to write my own argument on this issue. It's still a work in progress, but here's where I landed for now.

<a href="http://www.leslieveen.com/sermons/my_take_on_the_theodicy_question.html">My Theodicy Model</a>]]></description>
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         <title>I hate goodbyes!</title>
         <description><![CDATA[Saying goodbye is never easy. And sometimes, it just plain stinks!

Given that I feel that way, I find it interesting that so many areas of my life include regular leave-takings. First, I was a elementary and middle-school teacher. Granted, I got to have the students in my class longer than most since they came to me throughout their time in the school to study Spanish. But I still had to say goodbye to a group of kids each summer. Currently, my call has me back in an academic setting where the same is true. Each May I celebrate with the graduates and then send them off to find a call of their own.

Secondly, I live in San Francisco - a place of transition for many people. Larger cities are places of constant turn over. So many friends have moved across a bridge or further away due to changes in their life situation (job, marriage, kids, etc). It's just part of the ethos of city life. 

And finally, I work with <a href="http://www.missionbaycc.org/">Mission Bay Community Church</a>, a small church that caters to a younger demographic. The people that come are often students or early in their careers. This means that a large number of them have moved on to more permanent phases in their lives elsewhere.

On Sunday, MBCC will say one of the hardest goodbyes it has had to say in its short eleven-year history - to its founding pastor, Bruce Reyes-Chow. I'm trying to cry now so that I'm not a big blubbery mess then. Bruce, and the elders Beadle and Scott, were three people who reached out to me at seriously low point in my life. They welcomed me in and helped me to laugh when I found it hard to laugh at much of anything.

I have greatly appreciated working with Bruce as a colleague. He and I will still see each other around the Presbytery, but I will miss this connection. What a gift he gave me by inviting me into the life of this vibrant community. 

It seems to me that I should be better at this saying goodbye thing given the many times I have had to do it over the years. But I'm not. It still makes me sad. I guess that just shows that I really care. I sure wish I could receive that message in other ways.]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Fri, 27 May 2011 19:14:04 -0800</pubDate>
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         <title>Going off script</title>
         <description><![CDATA[I've been preaching from an outline now for about a year. It works really well at <a href="http://www.missionbaycc.org/">Mission Bay Community Church</a> where I do most of my preaching. This is a more informal setting where the sermon is conversational - actually inviting feedback from the congregants during the sermon itself.

But I've also used it in more formal settings like the church where I did my internship as a seminarian, <a href="http://oldfirst.org/">Old First Presbyterian Church</a>. I was happy to receive positive feedback from a parishioner at Old First after my most recent visit to their pulpit. She told me that she noticed how much I had grown in my preaching since my time as an intern. Most especially she noted how much more eye contact I had with people while I was preaching.

Preaching from an outline has allowed me to have a more conversational tone while still getting my main points out in the order that makes the most sense. And it allows me to have a greater amount of eye contact with the people I'm interacting with. I have really enjoyed learning to use this style of preaching. 

Having said that, I still use a full-on manuscript when preaching to the seminary crowd. My motto is: know your audience. The conversational tone doesn't play as well there. So I'll stick to my notes there (for now).

This evening I preached a Palm Sunday sermon from MBCC. I called it: <a href="http://www.leslieveen.com/sermons/i_need_a_hero.html">I need a hero!</a>]]></description>
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         <title>Preaching time once again</title>
         <description><![CDATA[I'm posting again so that must mean that I preached somewhere! 

On Monday I preached for the SFTS community at our noontime chapel service. It was an opportunity that came up quickly - I was only given 5 days to prepare. But prepare I did. When I looked through the lectionary texts for the day I was drawn to the text from 1 Timothy 1. This is a book of the bible that was used as a text for many sermons in churches I attended as a child but I can't recall hearing sermons based on it as an adult. Because of that I felt that I really needed to use it for my sermon. Through the study and preparation for preaching, I am force to struggle with the text and come to some understanding of how it fits into the overall message of the bible as I understand it.

And that is what happened for me with this text. You can read my end product (the sermon) here: <a href="http://www.leslieveen.com/sermons/not_eitheror_but_bothand.html">Not Either/Or but Both/And</a>.]]></description>
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         <title>I surprise myself sometimes</title>
         <description><![CDATA[This morning I was the preacher in chapel. As I began to plan my sermon for the service I was aware of the fact that it would be the first sermon of the semester. There had been a worship service last week during the orientation week, but the whole community had not yet reassembled so I wanted to be mindful of the weight of these words in kicking off our new year. Next week we will have our official convocation to open the new school year with the sermon from the Interim President but my words would be out there before his. 

Now I am not one to be intimidated in these types of situations. I actually relish the idea. So I had fun writing and delivering my sermon. But something happened I hadn't planned on... I convicted myself. As I got to the end of the sermon, I addressed the SFTS community and found myself tearing up. That caught my quite by surprise.

As I have said before (and no doubt will say again) I preach as much to myself as to anyone else. I really should have seen that coming. But I didn't. It was a powerful moment. Moments like that when the Spirit is palpable in the community is exactly why I go to church. I can't get that on my own.

You can read my sermon <a href="http://www.leslieveen.com/sermons/letting_go_of_what_could_have_been.html">here</a>.]]></description>
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         <title>Preach that again</title>
         <description><![CDATA[I have had the privilege of preaching in a service of the Seven Last Words of Christ for Good Friday services eight times now. The first seven years I was able to get a new "word" each time. That means that every time I preach in such a service going forward I have a sermon that I can use if I so choose.

I was thinking that that is exactly what I would do this year because my calendar has been so full. But when I pulled up the sermon for the text that I would be preaching on, I noticed that this was one of the very first sermons I had given. I was still in seminary. And my sermon shows it.

Over the years I have moved towards a much more conversational way of speaking. This first sermon was not so much that. It made attempts at being that, but it still had rather long paragraphs filled with too many details pulling them down.

So out came my editing pen. I re-wrote the beginning. Slashed a whole bunch of the body. Re-worked the ending. And ended up with a sermon that keeps the same message of my first one but sound more like me today. I enjoyed the process and it helped the sermon feel fresh for me.

Check out the finished product <a href="http://www.leslieveen.com/sermons/my_god_my_god_why_have_you_forsaken_me.html">here</a>.]]></description>
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         <title>Video killed the radio star</title>
         <description><![CDATA[And status updates are killing my blog. That and the amazingly large amount of work that I have had heaped upon me (and have heaped upon myself). So I'm just going to own the fact that I will not be blogging much, if at all, for an unspecified amount of time.

I began this blog back when I first started thinking about going to seminary. It was a way for me to hone my skills at noticing things that interest me and then telling a compelling (and brief) story about those things to the world. My hope was that it would help me as I developed as a preacher/public speaker.

Success! Job well done, blog. I will always be able to improve, but I have reached a level of comfort that makes my blog not as necessary for these purposes any more.

Now I must take a break. It seems that more often these days I end up feeling guilty for not updating my blog instead of feeling inspired to write something. I will continue to post sermons here as I preach them - such as <a href="http://www.leslieveen.com/sermons/quench_that_thirst.html">this one</a> from yesterday. And, who knows, maybe the act of taking a break will inspire me to write once again.

Thanks for reading.]]></description>
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         <title>Preaching a double header</title>
         <description><![CDATA[As a guest preacher there are certain times of the year that I can be pretty certain to get an invitation from pastors to fill in for them. These are the weeks just following the major festival periods of the Christian year - Advent/Christmas and Lent/Easter. And then there are always a handful of invitations during the summer months as well.

So it happened this year that a friend invited me to preach for her while she was vacationing following Christmas. I agreed knowing that I would re-gift a <a href="http://www.leslieveen.com/sermons/being_christmas_people.html">Christmas sermon</a> that I had preached elsewhere several years back.

Some weeks after agreeing to that preaching opportunity, I learned that I would be the only pastoral person from the staff of Mission Bay Community Church in San Francisco for this same Sunday. So I got talked into taking on the sermon for that service as well. This was possible since MBCC meets in the evening and the church where I was guest preaching meets in the morning.

As it turned out, I was required to write a new sermon for the service with MBCC because we were starting a sermon series on the book of Galatians and I was asked to do the kick-off sermon giving the overview - not something I've had the opportunity to do before.

So I did it. In the middle of reading lots and lots for my upcoming D.Min. program, I paused and worked on writing a <a href="http://www.leslieveen.com/sermons/who_are_you_listening_to.html">sermon on Galatians</a>. I actually ended up enjoying writing it. But I was rather anxious about the whole day going into it. Luckily the people of both congregations showed me a lot of grace and God was definitely worshipped in both communities.

But I'm hoping not to do that again any time soon.]]></description>
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         <title>On the choices we make</title>
         <description>On this day when Christians around the world pause to celebrate the birth of the Christ child, I am also pausing to reflect on choices we make. Or more specifically, the choices I make.

It is my choice to believe that this day is different than the rest.

It is my choice to believe that the one called Jesus of Nazareth was, in fact, God in human form.

I know all too well (thanks to many friends who never or no longer hold to these beliefs) the improbability of this being true. I know that this belief flies in the face of reason.

And yet, I choose to believe in something that is bigger than reason. I choose to believe in something my mind cannot fully comprehend. I choose to believe in a God who desires wholeness for God&apos;s creation so deeply that God became a part of it.

Jesus said, &quot;I have come that you might have life and have it abundantly.&quot; This from the Son of the God who told the Hebrew people, &quot;I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Now choose life, so that you and your children may live.&quot;

I choose to believe that God does offer me life and blessings and that I must turn toward God in order to see what that means in my life.

Many of my choices this fall have led me to focus on the difficulties and holes in my life. But I am choosing this day to once again remember the offers of Jesus and God the Heavenly Parent of life abundant. It&apos;s there for the taking.

As I write this I am reminded that this is a choice that I have to affirm and reaffirm constantly. It is all too easy to forget God&apos;s promises. So with great thanksgiving for all this day means for me, I choose to reaffirm my belief in the life-giving God made real in the Christ child.</description>
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         <title>Happy Thanksgiving!</title>
         <description><![CDATA[It's that time of year again. The time when we in the United States stop and purposefully take stock of ours lives to give thanks for what we have been given. It's a practice we should engage in often, but it's good to have an annual reminder.

So, in the spirit of the day ... The things for which I am thankful include:

- A family that loves and supports me
- Many, many circles of friends 
- A job that lets me walk with people as they make important decisions in their lives
- Mission Bay Community Church that welcomed me in almost three years ago and has embraced me so fully as their Parish Associate
- The chance to <a href="http://www.leslieveen.com/sermons/honoring_gods_covenant.html">preach</a> both at MBCC and other places
- The ability to be physically active
- The opportunity to live in such a cool place as San Francisco
- The wonders of the interwebs that have allowed me to make, deepen. and renew relationships with friends far and wide

And I could go on. But you get the feeling. I am deeply grateful for all that I have been given. And I'm glad to have a day that allows me to share my thanks with you all for being a part of my life.

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!]]></description>
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         <description><![CDATA[Not a practice that we own up to easily. Usually we engage in re-gifting surreptitiously. We don't want the recipient(s) to know that they weren't the first to receive what is being offered. 

But this morning, I engaged in precisely that activity. Happily. 

About a month ago I was asked by the Chaplain at SFTS if I would preach in chapel this morning, 19 October 2009. I wholeheartedly agreed because I really enjoy preaching and especially to the community of SFTS. When I agreed I fully intended to write a new sermon because I also love to do that - making the sermon relevant to whatever is going on in the community at the moment. 

Over the last two weeks I struggled to find time to do my exegesis work and to come up with an idea for the sermon. I knew I wanted to use a technique that I have used in the past - that of weaving the singing of a hymn throughout the sermon text - but I wasn't sure which hymn or the thesis for the sermon. 

And then it hit me. Why not use that previous sermon? Why try to reinvent something that I already was quite pleased with? 

So that's what I did. 

This morning, I preached a <a href="http://www.leslieveen.com/sermons/get_that_to_stick.html">sermon</a> that I originally preached to a church in Albuquerque, NM, in the fall of 2005. I also preached it once to the congregation of Old First Presbyterian Church in San Francisco. I will probably preach it again to other congregations in the future.  

I still believe in doing original work for most sermons. But I believe that God can work through the same words spoken in different contexts too. 

So there you go SFTS, don't feel disappointed that those words weren't originally written for you. Just know that God was in the preaching of them to you as much as God was present the first time I delivered them.]]></description>
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         <description><![CDATA[President Obama came (ever so briefly) to my fair city and I opted not to see him in person.

Hard to believe I know. 

Anyone who has followed me at all in the last year or so knows that I am a true supporter of our current President. He is the only person I have invested (yes, monetarily, as well as psychologically) heavily in since I reached legal voting age. So when I received an invitation to attend a reception for him in San Francisco proper I seriously considered attending.

I admit, I was concerned when the initial invitation had no details about what such an invitation would set me back. I'm not dumb, I knew I would have to shell out some big bucks to get into such event. I was only hoping that it wouldn't be so high of a threshold that I would feel disinvited by it.

Then, several emails later, I finally learned that I had to give no less than $500 just to stand among the masses along the back walls of the great room reserved for this special event.

I lost interest.

Don't get me wrong. I still love Barack Obama. I am still 100% stoked that he actually got elected as my president (and all of y'alls as well).

But, I'm sorry sir, I just don't want to pay $500 to stand among a crowded room to see you at a great distance. I paid a lot less when you were campaigning and probably got closer.

And I see I am not alone in feeling this way. A <a href="http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/blogs/nov05election/detail?entry_id=49744">wrap-up</a> on SFGate puts it this way:

<blockquote> Losers: The White House scheduler -- and the voters. Obama comes for the first time as President to the Bay Area -- a region that so strongly supported him -- but the only folks who get a chance to see him are those who throw big bills on the table? No  public events? Shame. </blockquote>

I so agree! Maybe next time?]]></description>
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         <description>And not always in ways that I enjoy.

My marriage ended just over three and a half years ago. And I&apos;m still figuring out what that means for me now and for my future.

One of the hardest things for me is figuring out how to tell my story. 

Many times I start to talk about something I have done or someone that I know and realize that I have to make a decision about whether or not to include a reference to my former husband in the story. That may seem like a weird decision to have to make. For some it would be a no-brainer - leave that part out. Duh! And sometimes I choose to do just that.

But I don&apos;t want to be a revisionist. I am here because of decisions that we made as a couple. A large majority of the people I know and love are only a part of my life because of the connection we have through him. We were together for over 16 years. I don&apos;t want to just scrub those years from my memory.

At the same time, I don&apos;t want to seem like I&apos;m desperately holding on to something that is no more. I have made my own life. I am building new friendships and memories. And learning how to honor the past while living into the future.

So, like I said, I&apos;m still learning. And hoping that I am doing it with at least a little bit of grace.</description>
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         <description><![CDATA[This past Sunday I preached at <a href="http://www.missionbaycc.org/">Mission Bay Community Church</a> as a part of a sermon series on A Social Creed for the 21st Century that was <a href="http://www.pcusa.org/acswp/socialcreed.htm">adopted</a> by the PC(USA) in the summer of 2008 at the General Assembly. I was assigned the topic of "Those affected by drugs."

On first blush I found this quite amusing since my last sermon was on sex. I will preach again in November and I think I'll have to find a way to work in a little bit of rock 'n roll to cover the whole trifecta. 

I wasn't sure how this sermon would go since it was much more political than I usually get in church. But, as per usual, the MBCC folks rose to the challenge and we had a good discussion. See my side of it <a href="http://www.leslieveen.com/sermons/walking_a_fine_line.html">here</a>.]]></description>
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